Hai.
Lama sangat tak update blog.
Banyak sangat benda nak cakap, tapi tak tercakap.
Rasa macam nak bukak mulut cerita semua benda dengan laju tanpa noktah.
how i wish......
1. Ramadhan dah nak habis. Lepas ni dah tak ada dah solat dekat TSS. Dah tak ada dah nak gelak ketawa masa ustaz bagi tazkirah. Dah tak ada dah menyelinap buat solat witir sendiri semata-mata nak elak tazkirah(kekeke jahat gila kitaorang semua). Dah tak ada dah 'waterfall' or 'raining' masa teraweh (read: sweating!) . Dah tak ada dah "sorotollazi" instead of "sirotollazi" apa semua. Dah tak ada dah balik class penat gila then tertidur lepastu terbangun pukul 6 lebih lepastu kelam kabut semua pergi cari restoran nak bukak puasa walhal masa nak berbuka tak sampai setengah jam! and even for the worse, satu rumah pulak tuuuu ! wakaka apa nak jadi la. Dulu masa awal Ramadhan hampir everyday la jugak kitaorang berbuka macam mewah gila banyak lauk ayam ikan daging semua ada. Tapi makin akhir Ramadhan, semua macam dah penat nak pikir nak berbuka and sahur apa. Sampai come at one point kitaorang cakap ; "ahhh korang, kita tak payah bukak puasa la" or "Minum air je untuk berbuka tak boleh ke?" kekeke
2. TAK SABAR NAK RAYA PAHAM TAK TAK SABAR PAHAM TAK. First, tahun ni semua family balik which is yayyyyyyyy complete :') lusa nanti terus ambik flight balik kelantan pepagi buta before sahur lagi kena gerak naik taxi pergi aiport penang. Tak sabar sangat rasa macam nak senyum sepanjang masa rasa macam dah tak boleh nak pay attention masa lecture esok rasa nak menari-nari tengah alam
and the rest is........
God alone knows how desperately i need someone. Someone yang boleh dengar segala cerita without even tukar topic. And do respond. And pay full attention. And give postive feed back. And, tak interrupt.
p.s : i hope i'll see you tomorrow. Even for a second.
p.s.s : Setiap kali jumpa awak, mesti saya lari. Tak boleh, tak kuat lagi.
"Do you know what is the most funniest thing in earth ?"
"What?"
"When someone we love and someone we miss are just right in front of us, asking so many questions, trying their best to start a conversation and sadly they don't even know and will never know how hard we keep that feeling. Cause we're just invisible"
Dah 8 tahun berlalu.
Dan masih sama.
Allah, tolong baitil.