you don't know how i've been really busy nowadays . you don't know how i've been rushing everyday . you don't know how i've been stressed lately . You don't have any idea with all of these - which is , where my life getting busier yada yada - and you just jump into a conclusion . or maybe , conclusions .
Bila orang whatsapp setakat nak chit chat sumpa cakap aku tak ada masa .
Bila orang text tanya khabar nak further mana lepas ni hihuha apa semua seriusli aku tak sempat nak jawab . or paling tidak pon , aku reply 2-3 hari kemudian .
Bila orang call , aku tak boleh nak angkat . Maybe sebab masa tu tengah dalam keadaan yang aku tak boleh berbuat demikian - dekat office , dekat sekolah , tengah drive - or whatever you name it . Then bila balik rumah bukan goyang kaki baring atas katil semua , banyak lagi kewajipan kena buat . Yang sampai kadang-kadang terlupa nak return call balik .
i didn't do it on purpose okay , KAU PAHAM TAK AKU TENGAH STRESS KAU PAHAM TAK ?!
p.s : when you read this entry , can't you see how stressed i am ? Can't you ?